Heaven & Hell

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Life and Death
Energy and Peace
If I stop today it was fun,
Even for the terrible mistakes that I have made, and would have unmade if I could
Even for the pains that have burned me and scarred my soul,
It was worth it...
For having been allowed to walk where I've walked,
Which was to Hell on Earth,
Heaven on Earth,
Back again, Into, Under, Far in between,
Through it, In it, Over and Above it.


Gia Marie Carangi 1960-1986

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