Familiarities

Whenever I go somewhere, I carry my bag with me, not because I have a purpose for it, but beacause I want to have something familiar with me when I enter the land of the unknown. Something that keeps my secrets and knows who I am inside out.

~ Shy Girl

Comments

Syra said…
makes me wonder what it would be like if no body recognizes me or if I don't recognize any body or my self i.e lose all my memories.
a brand new beginning? or would there be a temptation to rediscover the past?
Isbah Omer said…
You always wanna remember... even the things that you keep wanting to forget, all your life... you just wanna remember where you came from. Reminds me of these lines from the Skeptic.

" And why insanity..."
" For you to see how fortunate you are."
" And why sanity..."
" For you to realize how unfortunate you are to be one of the fortunate ones."
khany said…
salam,

syra, you don't to lose your mind or your memories to realize which you would choose. all you have to do is to put yourself in a situation where your memories and learned experiences are mostly irrelevant (so they might as well not have been there).
what situation might this be? different for different people. for me, it is sufficient to stand before a crowd and it makes me wonder whether i know myself and them. but i imagine being in an unfamiliar situation where you don't know what is expected of you, e.g. visit to a foreign land, being at a very formal dinner in the company of celebrities, etc. that should do the trick.
Syra said…
Memories(good or bad) and a sense of belonging, both are precious to everybody. They define us. While I am in a stable state of mind (MashahAllah & Alhamdulillah) the thought of not knowing myself and not recognizing\remembering my close ones is uncomfortable rather pretty scary.. makes me feel lost.

But my question is that since you remember nothing, there would be no inclination to dig into the past because you remember nothing and there are no feelings attached, no? Family and friends would seem to be as alien as strangers. It's all blank.

If I simulate the situation it seems scary since at the moment I know me and bear memories and feelings attached to people, likings, disliking etc. If all that is null, wouldn't it kill the urge to dig into the past too?
They do say its human nature to know.

Visit to a foreign land - gradually one tends to feel comfortable and settles in. The ease of it varies from person to person. btw with no memories, home land would be as foreign as any foreign land..it might make the tuning in process quicker.hmm

being at a very formal dinner in the company of celebrities -- yeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :). I would be cool however in my superstar presence, the celebrities might feel shy :p
Jokes apart, if I remember nothing, the celebrities would appear to me like a stranger too but yes a formal lunch with unknown ppl might be a bit odd.

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